Young & Reckless

Perfectly imperfect.
  • friend: you should've come with us!
  • me: an invitation might have helped

Isn’t it weird how suddenly you realize, that during being depressed- you smile? You realize you’ve grown into that acting and you don’t see a difference. It’s become a daily routine to smile all the time. You can’t even fight your act anymore, it’s grown into you, you don’t even need to worry about “What if I fail to be okay today…” you just do it, it comes naturally. That’s the moment when you realize, that you’ve become so fucking good at this and when you’re all alone- that’s when all your walls break down. You feel limp inside, you feel worthless and lonely, unwanted and that’s when you feel free. You don’t even realize what society has done to you.

(Source: ohsoheavenlygood, via trig-ger)